I've tried 3 different kinds of openings for this post, and they all didn't seem right. and finally, I settled with talking about it. Probably many now would think that I'm fretting over my promos, the things probably dreaded most by JC1s. But somehow, I'm just studying calmly. And for some reason, I don't see the importance of doing well in the exams. Not that I don't want to, any normal human would work towards success. But my studies are just not the main focal point of my life. To me, it's just an avenue for God to work through, so that I can do other things for Him. I've yet to find out what, but I'm sure it'll happen, and I'll just wait, and do well in what I do. I wonder sometimes, if I didn't have God in my life, how would it be? Based on logical and practical deductions, I'll probably be at a loss of what to do, with more than half of my subjects not studied, and counting on luck to do well for econs. It's almost a week to promos, and I'll probably fail. But the wonderful things about God is that He just defies all these logics and maths. And doing well in promos is just such a normal and easy thing to do to me now. I'm amazed even by how much faith I have in Him sometimes, to this point when everything depends on Him. I guess, what can I say? Thank you Lord.
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