When I was younger, I used to think that wisdom was the ideal understanding that was to be attained. It was a knowledge to me. An enhanced form of knowledge. But that was just one part of it. Wisdom is knowing and applying. It exists in the form of actions. We are wise not when we know what is right and wrong, but when we use our discernment to make the right decisions. Wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure. Because when it is pure, it triggers qualities and actions in our lives, such as being peace-loving. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God's hand in their lives. The knowledge is primary, but the wanted result. The applied knowledge matters most. If you want to read more, it's in James 3:13-18. The beattitude is from Matthew 5.

I did manage to get into the overseas attachment programme interviews. I really hope it's God's plan for me because I do want to go. Interview is at 5 tomorrow. Was very stressed about it, but now I'm okay. Well ,thank God for bringing me so far anyway. Only 25 from the nation are accepted every year. I need to trust God. And I need to keep reminding myself that too. A few days ago I was extremely tired. Just tired of what was happening around. Interview, academics, results, leadership roles I'm not ready for. And they all came at once. But these sufferings come so that I can realise yet again that I'm helpless without God. Blessed are the poor in spirit, the theirs is the Kingdom of heaven. But when I gave them all to Him, it all became so very clear. I'm sort of at peace now. But them again, I'm still human, I'll be calmer after the interview ends. And if I manage to get some revision done.

The new house is ready! I should be moving in June. Then I can't walk to school anymore.. haha. Choir is getting longer. I hope it's not like that all the time. Still have 71 funfair coupons to sell. This is a desperate plea- please please buy from me, $800 is really impossible.
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