It seems like people who blog a lot are those who have a lot of feelings or emotions so unbearable that they have to post it, as it would seem to them like their sharing it with the world, and the world cries with them. Now how about about "Smile and the world smiles with you, Cry and you cry alone." z. Random stuff again. Anyways, I feel like I'm being doubly ironic to myself. Firstly, I'm starting to want to post a lot, and that is appropriate because of certain 'unbearable' things. However, I do not post about my feelings but about other stuff, like this analysis on myself right now. However appropriate multiple posting is to what's happening to me, I don't use the posts appropriately. Now does that make sense? Does this mean I'm trying to lie to myself, or my way of releasing emotions is by pretending to the world nothing's wrong? Or am I just so good that I can bear the unbearable by myself.
Actually, why not? The last option seems possible. Haven't I done it for so long already? From the time I found out about what happened, until I told a friend who wasn't even very close at that time about it, it was only me and God. I realised I could bear it with God, and not that I'm so unbreakable. God made me less brittle.
Now, when people ask me about it, I realise that friends do care after all. I never needed a blog for all that. I just tell them, "I haven't seen her for a year. You can say she has gone to a very nice place for a holiday." And that, is just enough. It releases my feelings to no one, yet to me, they are gone from that cage.

When we are happy or when we are blue,
God is aware of whatever we do;
All our sorrows He takes as His own,
And He will never leave us alone.
spoke at : 11:57:00 PM