My friends who have known me so well -
Naijie, from primary 5, the guy to rely on for info on homework
Mark Ho, fellow troublemaker of our pri 3 class, I remember the Chinese teacher :)
Mence, who's life is so similar to mine, though more professional, perhaps I dont know you well yet, according to your blog
Alex Yan, accepting differences so easily, calm yet concerned, plus I know about T
Jazmon, what similar interests we've had since long ago, I remember bugging you, really sometimes wonder how many 20 cents I owe you
Eliza Bennett, I would dislike others to read this but you probably truly are the closest, thanks for what you did after that incident
Probably all these friends and more, know me too much, to some certain extent they understand what I feel, think, and do, because of some similarities, but not a single one, except one, are not exempted from that big part of my life. I dont even remember how I contained it without talking about it. I always wanted to talk about it with someone, but somehow, none of my closest friends, or even family members seemed to be suitable. I actually think I sound self-pitiying right now...
I dont call it a mask, what you see me as now and what I am alone are totally me, I do not like deceiving, but someone talk to me... be quick before I burst...
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9:40:00 PM