I was undecided
The choices staring at me
Wondering about her
Until she told me Nepal
Some ask why I lie
Lie about why I say I don't like anyone
I don't lie
As far as my perception is concerned
"Like" is too mild a word
Too mild to describe my emotions fully
Too mild to show my concern
Too mild to show my protection
Too mild to show my heart
Why did I follow her
Why watch her while other guys became interested
Themselves inducing interest
Why the absence of action
Some ask
I do not feel the infactuation
Not like I did before
Not the lack of dare to talk
Not the lack of courage to joke
She was like a friend
I do not criticize those who get mesmerized
Mesmerized by her overfriendlyness
As I was warned before
Like I'm warning now
I want to watch
I want to care
I want to protect
I want to love
Although returned is oblivion and ignorance
Some ask why I talk
Talk about love so simply
Talk about love like it were just anything
I don't talk
Not about it, no
As far as my emotions are concerned
"Talk" doesn't apply
And love isn't anything
She can use her six senses to realize
If only them others didn't block
Block these complicated twines of love from me
Love is not simple
Like others say
But no, I do not blame them
The Nepalese school principal told
Told us that we do not love with our hearts
Told us that we love with our minds
Told us that we think to love
Told us that we think to show concern
Told us that we think to give protection
Told us that we think to love
But I do not agree
He talks about our physical heart
Says that all the heart does is pump blood
Then my heart is different from his
My heart concerns
My heart protects
My heart loves
I do not agree
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8:08:00 PM