I wonder for some time, all the time that has passed
A time of 15 months and 10 days.
It passed so unbearably, but miraculously.
I realized I'm still alive.
For a year, the agonizing pain laid,
in the fact that she seemed not to know I existed.
Yet this year,
when it started to start,
the friendship.
It was euphorically wonderful.
But was it false hope,
I merely expressed my feelings,
but you had to feint ignorance.
Perhaps I frightened you,
or perhaps you didn't even know.
Maybe you said it to make me give up,
or maybe not.
I haven't.
spoke at :
12:41:00 AM
